Life has been crazy. It’s been a mixture of different types of crazy.
I am crazy in love with Armani. You know what they say… there comes a point in life where you just get it. I just get it. I believe.
The homestead is just getting settled but there is a reason a little flag hangs in front of the house reading “Welcome to the NUT HOUSE” with squirrels in a fall scene. L and I have gotten into numerous heated fights. In conclusion to that little saga… we will never be friends again. I will be cordial seeing she is my brother’s girlfriend of 10 years but it will stop there.
I am currently at my Mom’s house sharing a king bed with her for the night because my younger brother is gone for the weekend celebrating his 10 year DATING anniversary with L, Uncle is in the hospital - hoping its nothing too serious but he is in severe pain in his pancreas, and Armani has a birthday party to attend. I still cannot fathom staying at home alone. I know I can do it but I would rather not. It’s difficult enough for me sleeping without Armani and I cannot imagine sleeping without Armani and in an empty house.
Oh ya did I mention Armani drives over 1 hour and 20 minutes to sleep with me almost nightly and then wakes to drive to work which is 1 hour and 20 minutes away. He is indeed crazy. I am really looking forward to the day, which I hope is very soon that he drives home from work to OUR home. I am planning on moving out after I hopefully land a job. Lets keep our fingers crossed???!!!
I’m ready to grow up. I know sleeping with my Mom doesn’t quite support that fact but I am. I need to grow. I cannot grow in the household that I am currently in.
blaez says:
it’s sweet that you went to stay with your mom. it really is.
i am sorry that you and L can’t get it together. its hard losing a friend.
Armani seems like a really nice and sweet guy!! he should just move in with you…
September 28th, 2009 at 4:10 am